do you really want to read this?

Here the thing continues...

Well This Guy taught me something. . . and that is to listen to FOO FIGHTERS! lml ~ yeah he used to like this group so much that I ended looking for their videos just to see if they were as awesome as he said. Indeed, they are the best. I still like them. 

IN YOUR HONOR . . .

2. That Guy: 

That Guy was a year younger than me. I used to think that he looked like a kpop singer (yep, I was 15 years old and at that time all that wave of korean pop had already blown my mind ... ) 

Well he wasn't asian or something. He was pale (in a nice way), dark hair, thin, and his eyes were like rainbows. I have to admit That Guy was one of the strongest crushes I've had. I really liked him so much. But that wasn't love. I was too young to understand the differences between fantasy and true love (and I still think I'm too young to get it hahaha). The thing is I liked him for two years. . . and I've never dated with him, which is sad. 

We were like friends but strangers at the same time. But more like strangers because he was 1 year younger so our school schedules were very different and we couldn't find another way to talk but Facebook chat. 

That social network is just not the best way to get to know someone, and less to fall for someone. Everything seemed so fake there. You can write a thousand of lies and pretend you're telling the true, and on the contrary, you can write how you really feel but the other person may not believe you. 

I'm the other person. 

I remember I've approached him twice in the cafeteria. The first time, he didn't even have the minimum idea of who I was (not even by chat).. I was really nervous but I really wanted to know him so I invented a stupid excuse to ask him a favor. The second one was when we both arrived late to school. I just said "Hi, don't be late again eh"... He just looked down embarrassed, and smiled.

No more.

All I know is that he knew I liked him. All I know is that he thought I was pretty.